i don't know if anybody will view my page anymore but because i can't reactivate this account anymore, i'm not able to use it unfortunately. maybe i'll create another account and link it here, but that's up for time to see.
i'm pretty sure that i've been crying every day for a few weeks now. i just can't wait to move away from here. still a few more years, yet it seems so far away :l my parents don't even understand me